My friend Afifa asked me to change my Facebook profile picture to a graphic of a woman with the words “STOP BOMBING AFGHANISTAN” under it. I obliged of course because like everyone else, I am tired of war. I am tired of hearing the battlecry be the “liberation of Afghan women” when I’ve seen more women slaughtered in the aftermath of bombings and Taliban retaliation than in the course of forty years of war in Afghanistan. I’m tired of war. I’m tired of hearing about my friends and former students not knowing if they will be the next contingent to go to Afghanistan. I’m tired of my Afghan friends suffering, never knowing if they will ever see Afghanistan again. Not knowing if Afghanistan will even continue to exist. Fragments of Afghanistan exist, smuggled out as cultural artifacts, human artifacts, literary artifacts, and we crave them as we help to piece together an Afghanistan shattered by forty years of war and terror.
Today is 11 September. It has been eight years since the horror unfolded in front of us. I was in Granada, the capital of Islamic Spain when the first plane hit. I shattered. That day my innocence ended. I was an innocent abroad and suddenly I had to grow-up in a matter of hours, make phone calls, make change, find friends, get off the street, obey the curfew for Americans… I was vomiting and as the token Islamicist-in-training in my study abroad programme, I was forced to go to bat for the 1 billion Muslims who were not responsible for the murders of thousands of people that morning. I don’t regret it and I know that it makes some of my friends and colleagues uncomfortable, but I always remind people that the rules of jihad do not include the arbitrary slaughter of non-combatants, women, and children and that the hijackers who murdered so many that day are not in jannah, they are in hell.
I will never excuse the actions of those murderers of that day, which is what many expect me to do. They were not Muslims. I have been told repeatedly by moderates, liberals, Wahhabis, everyone, that the men who committed those acts that September morning were murderers, deranged and driven by lives that were so pathetic and deranged that their only way to validate their existence was through the bastardisation of religion and the aspirations of making their lives worthwhile. Clearly they failed. Victory is never theirs.
Victory will be ours when Afghanistan is free. When Afghanistan has peace. When the Afghanistan of the Silk Road returns and true Islam illuminates the roads from Kandahar to Kabul.